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| hey people,
sorry i've been so busy to update my xanga....ummm i defenatly need to redo this whole page....well wish me luck...well im a fast little worker so im pretty sure ill be done in an hour or so....
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| uggg im here at my dad's house when i should be at home, partying with peter, wendy, and paul. this is so un-fucking fair! and i actually have to go to church tomorrow...and tis so unfucking fair...that paul lives so far away from me...and i love him so much...i haven't seen him for...10 months! i miss him so much...and he says i've changed alot...but i say how would he know? he hasn't seen me eather. anyways...i hear that he has a new girlfriend...see there goes another chance with him...how do i let him skip over me?...i think i just want him to be happy...is that such a sin? so much heartbreak has my dark soul gone through...through paul...then json...is it acceptable that a young girl like me go through much suffering and pain?...all i ask is for me to love someone...and for that person to return my love. is that so hard to acomplish? they say im still able to have and make fun so they say i am a pixie...but for all the death in my heart...i can only be known as death pixie.
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| hey people,
first of all i want to thank "wendy bird" for helping me with all the thingys on here! i wove you wendy!! second of all i would like to thank all my real friends in s my new transformation!!! i love you all!!! um of couse big IM SORRIE to my old crews LGLT, ACM4, and NGB, for leaving you guys, im sorrie it just wasn't me.BIG HI HI HI! to paul in maryland!!!! i haven't seen you for a year but your still like my big brother!!! ummm let's see...um oh yes...my big brother shawn, just had his birthday this past tuesday so big OGGA BOOGA BOOGA to him!! i wove you my big woving bother!!!smootch smootch to all of you!!!! 
anyways today was really fun, peter, wendy, lost child #1, and I went bowling.Of course peter whooped our asses! lol and lost child #1 kept taking pictures of my ass and boobs...that little pervert. yea but #1 is going to renew his credit card so we can buy our website which will be named never never zone.so yeah i will put a link to that on my page when we get that page.now i got home and "filed" my clothes, all the clothes im not going to wear i packed away. now im just sitting here listening to metal for the masses and slipknot. well anyways i better wrap this up before my comp crashes so bai people!
l8ter from ~TINKERBELL
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...and i said "what do you mean? who are you?" and he simply said "if you have a question for me...any one question, i may answer if for you." i thought for a second...and the question popped in my head "who...who should i belong with right now?"...he looked at me and pointed down the shore "there, gaze into the mirror and see for yourself." i hesitated for a minute then i slowly walked to the mirror and looked in. it wasn't who i thought it was...it was the boy i had loved ever since we met...but we haven't seen each other for almost a year.as i looked in the mirror it seemed that he was right behind me, holding my hips...i turned and no one was there
. i thought about it for a while cause i know that this guy doesn't feel the same way i feel about him..."how can this be?" i said to the light."he has never shown affection to me? how can he be destined to be with me?
" and the light simply said "this is what is to be. he may have not realized his love for you yet, but he will, just give him some time to think about it." i thought for a while "but i've already known him for a year and..." i turn around and the light is gone
. and i just watch the sun...thinking what this all ment....and if what the light said will ever come to be
. until i find out...i can only hope, and hope that my loved one is happy where ever he is right now